The irony is, that a lot of people are avoiding relationships because they bring out their insecurities about people and of themselves.

At times I think that I would like to have a girlfriend. But I am also scared that she could mess my life up either with divorce or some false charges. I still try asking some girls out but I do that rarely. Perhaps too rarely to achieve any success. It is weird...I don't like spending time with most people but there are also moments when I fear living alone till I will die alone.