Gonna check out right now if you already posted it to Hive as well.

I did not drink enough wine to get me inspired. No, just kidding. I will post it tonight (my time SAST) if I get enough inspiration tonight.

I'm not completely part of the world ... It's like a shield

Oh, that is exactly it. This also helps the story! And so true. You become, in some sense, an in-between space, liminal, or a kind of "tear" in the fabric of the universe. Okay, the creative mind took over from the philosophical one. Back to philosophy. That is really an interesting position to be in though. And I think a lot of journalist photographers feel the same. You might know about them, the Bang-bang club, but they were photographers in Africa and South Africa. Most of them committed suicide due to their inability to "interfere" in those bad times. Sorry for making it so sad at the end.

Can't help being philosophical. I think it's because of your influence.

Oh, wow, thank you so much! I hope that it has a good (mental) effect on you to be philosophical, otherwise my thesis that philosophy is good for your mind will be less strong now.