I can't cry out... I can't show you my pain. I'm feeling sad, but I see myself smiling. I want you to be happy, even if it makes me sad. But little do I know, I'm not doing the right thing. You always feel happy around me, but I never feel happy when I make you happy - not because I don't want you to be happy, but because you don't value it at all. I'm a human, I have feelings - why this treatment? Make me feel comfortable, make me feel like I can do it, make me bold. Don't make me feel like I can't do it, don't make me feel like I can't face the crowd. I'm losing focus, I'm losing it. Why this sad quote? Why make me the introvert I don't wish to be? I like to join you guys, but you keep pushing me away with your attitude. You hurt me, and now I can't stand my ground because I remember the memories. You never made me feel bold, and now I can't feel bold again. I keep on pleasing you, but now I can't please myself. My reality is felt in the dark, and that's why I'm better off alone.
