Maybe there is hunger in my blood
Screaming out loud for what I want
See me running full speed at it
Shattering, collide
Call it post-traumatic
Now it's do or die...
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I am one to constantly reflect, and I often get lost in the skies of my mind.
Its because of this that music is my only baseline, its the only foundation for my thoughts, and its all that I allow to control or guide my thought patterns.
From trying to feel out my angst to feeling all the muchness that this life has to often, music will have the moment captured, as it is open for interpretation and also it recalls memories and creates them.
Music is extremely powerful and as much as I profess to be self aware, and real about my perceptions, I allow myself to be consumed so easily as I know music somehow understands.
Lately my emotional state has been one of having to be strong for others, and to remain rational in moments of crisis and often having to do that, means that I do not get to deal with issues represented the same time as those around me, because I have taken it upon myself to make sure that their worlds still continue to turn even when they have stopped.
To be honest, I would not want it any other way, but I know that my silent suffering will not be something that it healthy and thus music is the release, the healer, the addiction, and in many ways my answer.
Music inspired me to write most of the things I shared on Steemit,and I do most of it during office hours because its the place in which I have the most me time, oddly enough.
ABBA was on to something... " so I say thank you for music for bring it to me."
Extracts of me ... until next time...
