My brother, if you wanted her with all your heart it would be so. But, like my own, I believe your heart is conflicted. In the process of attaching ourselves to one thing or one person, we detach ourselves from everything and everyone else.

I believe I have spoken to you enough to know that you are not one who is blind to their responsibility. And so I am sure that on some level you know, it is not right for you to be with her. You have a higher calling. Not because you are "chosen." But because you have chose. Chose to serve a purpose greater than your own desires, and this conflict, between having what you want and doing what you know you must, is what divides your will and your focus, and keeps her from you.

God demanded Abraham to sacrifice what he held dearest, because there were more important things for him to focus upon. I believe it is time for you, and for me, to make a similar sacrifice. For it is only when we have truly let go of our greatest desire, that we will be able to take sight of the will that betrays it.

But the choice of course, is yours. And this is the greatest blessing of life - the ability to choose. So if you wish not to sacrifice a future with her, then sacrifice the part of you that wishes to make a difference, and into your arms I am sure she will fall quickly.