Like a reflection of your own.
I want to learn Japanese not with any ulterior motive.
I just like the symphony of the Japanese language.
As if the melody of this language suits my personality perfectly.
Even if it requires real talent & I am a person of average intelligence, nonetheless, I adored multiple languages.
I am already fluent in 3 languages and learning another one institutionally.
Yet I feel it is not enough. I wish I had been more sharp or genius.
If I get 3 wishes from Aladins' gene, the first wish I would demand is to turn myself into a multilingual person somehow.
Because language learning is not easy. I believe one needs to have a knack for it.
Like ART.
Regardless of how much institutional practice and knowledge you perform, if you are not naturally-gifted one, creativity will not be bloomed.
It is an awful thing for people who work hard but that is how it is. The same goes for language learning.
Though I am learning french for some materialistic reasons.
People who know me will say "Ahh! It is because of Anime, isn't it?"
Well, I cannot deny that. Because I have come to know Japanese through the Anime world. And perhaps the fondness grew the same way.
And all of those dreams push me to inspire of learning Japanese.
Whatever I can or cannot achieve through learning the language, there is no doubt I just genuinely love Japanese language.
The taste of this language to me is like the most delicious meal.
When I talk to myself while watching Japanese stuff, I adore how I sound!
Well, too bad for me.
I wish I had more exposure to the world in my early days about life, opportunities and perception. It is not possible anymore to master the language.
Because neither I have the time nor the scope to learn unless some miracle happens.
Then I would have been able to make it real what is now a distant dream.