Even though I have been convicted of leaving-jobs-as-I-please case, I have never really accepted the fact heartily.
Yes, there were many reasons and eventually touching the nerve leading it to the breaking point, which evidently made me quit a job every time.
Also yes, perhaps there are and were people, who would not leave regardless of the reasons, however, we are here to talk about me.
But after 6 years of being a full fledged professional, today, this morning, I do believe I certainly have a dangerous affinity for quitting jobs, regardless of the reasons.
I thought after 5 years of living a life of "leaving a job whenever I marked it 100% impossible to proceed", I thought finally I am ready to settle down.
Ready to mitigate, compromise, adjust, negotiate, and what not, which are necessary for settling down for a longer time at the very least if not permanently!
It has been one year only, damn, while I have planned for the next 5 years of what to do while staying in the job!
And here I am, barely one year, still thinking ABOUT TIME!
People might think, " uhh privileged woman! Just leave the job as she please and go back home, without worries of the world."
Well! Not that I have ever been brothered of anything of sorts but would like to say "consider your thoughts after you know the fight she has been fighting, yes!?"
You know, it’s easier for you to assume that leaving job is only for privileged ones and who leaves they do not know the struggle, weak against fight, does not constantly worried about paying rents and bills, and excuses goes on...
But I tell you my friend, if you have never left your job "when you have felt 'THIS IS IT, ABOUT TIME...' you are equally incapable of comprehending what's on the other side.
I say, You are incapable of understanding the " why" of "leaving" if you have always "stayed" regardless.
So how about take one step forward, and try leaving for once? See where the flow of nature takes you.
Also must I mind you, possess that determination of "NOT REGRETTING YOU!"
Only then you’ll find solace in leaving and accepting the new.
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