I have never had trouble falling asleep,
Just close my eyes and my dreams to keep.
I snuggle in bed full of peace,
My mind settled and at ease.
But lately I have been so sad,
Missing our love and what we had.
I have to have something on,
To fall asleep to drift along.
When it is quiet my heart starts to cry,
And I can't sleep though hard I try.
Now I realize, what you do,
To help you sleep, you play something too.
You have to play something so you can sleep,
So your True thoughts will not creep.
You fill your mind constantly,
So you don't think of reality,
But that means you never listen to quietness,
Where your heart would express.
It's how you taught yourself to cope,
With all the noise you don't need hope.
You just keep on moving through out your day, Pretending, everything is ok.
But truth is, if you stood still,
You would know and hear God's will.
Your eyes would be open and you could see,
The truth is that you still love me.
And we were always meant to be,
Truth is with me, You were happy.
Written by Denise Toro