Thinking of my Love, I felt so sad,
Wishing for the love, we once had,
Wondering why he turned away from me,
I did everything to make him happy,
But he said, it was something in him,
Nothing I could do for his heart to be in,
Then I prayed, God his love to bring,
And God's answer to me, was quite shocking,
God showed me all the love He had given,
Even all past sins forgiven,
Perfection beyond anything I could do,
Riches, health and wealth too,
Yet nothing could turn his heart around,
For a relationship with God the man never found,
So then my sadness, I felt for God's heart,
And a deeper understanding began to start,
God has given us His love everyday,
Yet there are those who still turn away,
Then I could feel God's heart even more,
Though he gives us His love, something else we look for,
The man was not rejecting me,
But the gift God gave for him to be happy,
The man chose his wealth and love of himself,
He chose the world, and put love on the shelf,
Was nice to look at but deeper he didn't go,
The true love of God, he will never know,
I tried to share the light everyday with him,
But talk of God, would make him cringe,
Finally I saw he was not rejecting me,
He was rejecting God's gift thinking he's already happy.
Written by Denise Toro
