This is your boy eyeskream who wants to share another experience on how this girl survived the traumas and pain that she receives from the real world. and I hope that her progress will continue if she continues to rebuild and fight. through difficulties; our connection and bond no one can break through it apart if pride was always aside when it comes to misunderstanding and problems in life. always breathe before deciding or you might regret.
Hi I am Ash the breadwinner of our family who has a strict parents they always see the error in my life and I never felt the things that I wish it happened earlier when I was a kid, but every time I tried to make something unique or special all I get is physical pain and being mentally tired. I thought.
MOM AND DAD STOP FIGHTING!!!
I am the one who is getting all the pain and wounds that you two are talking about. Is this the real world that I thought was meant to be joyful? Why does it look like a curse place that is full of dead dreams and ambition? Why did you make me live in this kind of environment when you cannot make yourselves living? Not every pain and wound can be physical, sometimes it is a dark memory in your head and cuts through your heart. to people that this is shallow like a cup of water but to people who experience this kind of situation it is like a vast raging ocean so do not ever compare and degrade other people's experience. Because you do not know what they have gone through.
Every moment, energy, patience, and seconds has a limit that was not meant to be disturbing but why is someone destroying it? Why was I late to realize this thing when they already destroyed it? When I see another kid with their parents why do they experience a good memory of love how about me when will I see those things. Should I listen to my own voice I think yes is the best because I always wanted to see some changes in this life. How about I find a love with this crowd, can I find the real one? I do not know but one day I will feel it. One footstep forward and the changes will start.
So hello, I am ash once again it's been a year since I experience the hardest part of life and I am quite uncomfortable from the things that has been changing but in a positive way like I even met a guy who is fulfilling the things I never get from my past life and when I am with him I feel like they're full of happy tomorrow also as a Bisexual I thought my end game is with the girl who made my life brought down to the earth and then I met eyeskream like in my head he was like those other guys who doesn’t have a dream in life and the way he treat me is like a Princess that no one did. My advice to people who want my advice is choose the healthy one, be observative and breathe before deciding.
