I was grateful to receive "The Body Keeps The Score" by Bessel Van der Kolk a year ago for Christmas from my mother- and purely by coincidence was that I was at the start of a relationship with a narcissist at the same time- but didn't realize it for another two months. "Love bombing" can be such a blinder, am I right?
I'm glad you're doing as best you can under the circumstances- your macrame is beautiful, and the rainbow quote made me smile to see.

I'm still new to the site, but I look forward to reading more about your healing journey and reading what's to come! 😊