This is a test from above. I hope you can pass it.
Your english is excellent, maybe move to another part of the country, or to another country.
If you have some bitcoin, your life will get better in the next years. If you don't, maybe try selling your HIVE for BTC. HIVE may moon someday too, but BTC is more likely to 20x within a short period of time.
Consider writing two posts per day, to get more HIVE = more BTC.
You'll find a way out if you keep searching for it.
Peace.