I noticed feeling like guilty or smth about the things I choose to pursue for enjoyment. I noticed it about myself today and was reminded about how I felt similar in the past too. It’s like I feel bad about committing to an activity if I feel uncertain about how much I will enjoy it Ig it might feel like, in choosing to rely on an uncertain source of pleasure/enjoyment, I might be somewhat giving up on believing that I might be able to engage in something that i can be more confident I’ll enjoy. Perhapses… this might be more than just a weird thing in my own particular feelings.
I’d like to think that I have some talents maybe when it comes to self awareness at least but I think I could learn from people and probably improve in that area too. Guilt about something that is just what I enjoy is imo usually a sign that someone programmed me with some negative views without myconsent. Maybe it's worth looking into that and figuring out what's driving it.
Terracore
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