You are right there. As Christians, we should be humble enough to ask a question in whatever ways we are confused but when we feel proud then we lose so many things and become ignorant of the race we are running.
I remember when I also gave my life to Christ how I struggled to understand the Bible and what Christianity entails but with the help of my Spiritual brothers and sisters, and with the help of the Holy Spirit who taught me more to my understanding, I was able to walk with boldness when trials come because I know Him and His words dwell in me richly.
Whenever we know the truth, it set us free and gives us that confidence of who we serve and Why we are running the race.
Shalom to you @nextgen622 and may God bless you abundantly for always making us remember the cross.
RE: Open Church: AMA on anything related to Christianity