Saying my day is abnormal would be the wrong word to describe my day but at the same time, saying it is an abnormal day not in a negative way but in a positive way is also not bad.
Now, I understand better when scripture says, everything that happens and has ever happened in our lives has been predestined long before we were not born. It makes meaning now.
I woke up this morning with plans of how my day was going to look like, although I got out of the house pretty late because of a few things I had to do before leaving the house, but my plans did not change and I was happy I was able to meet up with the day's goal but what I never saw coming was the relationship advice I got from a dear friend close to my heart.
I mean, we all want to love and be loved back, I don't think there is anyone who doesn't crave that but one thing I am sure of is that we've got few people who are ready to work to make that happen and I am part of those people.
I guess we can all tell the reason why I don't, we are not far from the truth. My heart is so fragile that I would not want to make it bleed. Although I am always excited when I see two love birds together, but I fear the unknown that I fright back when I see anything that has to do with the "Ship" around me.
Today, I got the heart to heart talk with this person although never expected such talks that have to do with my relationship life from him after a long while but I am glad I came in contact with him today because it encouraged me although still a little bit doubting but I think my stand now is better than where it was before.
And then I asked myself, why not give it a try just maybe it is not as you thought it was.
I don't know how God planned my today but what I am grateful for is that He planned it better than how I had planned my day and in an unexpected way.
