Music Lovers: 3! - Slightly.. Sad? -ish? But good!

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Corona, CA.

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It's raining and it's wonderful.
It's days like this I crank out the music that makes me "sad" in a way.. and I enjoy the down feeling.

It may sound odd.. but I've lived with depression since I was 10 years old and honestly.. it's an outlet.
Doing things like this and purposely making myself feel shitty.. makes me feel better..
Idk how, idk why, all I know is.. I'm thankful that something natural, beautiful and non-chemical can aide me in self-medicating my condition and allow me to continue to thrive and to live on. :)

Hope you enjoy! :)

Let her go - Passenger

Ok.. Now this one is FIRST on my list period of all time because for some reason, idk why.. this song will literally make my eyes well up and tear. I don't cry... but my eyes water intensely and my body tingles with sad feelings..

But it makes me feel better. :)

Here's the whole song's lyrics .. As I want every verse to be able to be expressed.
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Staring at the ceiling in the dark, same old empty feeling in your heart;

Cuz love comes slow and it goes so fast. <-- This line has me tear up, a lot.. Too fucking true..

Well you see her when you fall asleep, but never to touch and never to keep..
Cuz you loved her too much and you dived too deep.

Sweater weather - The Neighbourhood

Love the feel of this one!

Use the sleeves of my sweater;
Let's have an adventure.
Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered.
Touch my neck and I'll touch yours.
You in those little high-waisted shorts, oh.
She knows what I think about.
And what I think about?
One love, two mouths.
One love, one house.

Devil in my room - Joe Budden ft. Crooked I.

This one is very deep.. I love the lyrics.. It reminds you that evil is all around you and will ALWAYS try to bring you down.. but you must stay strong!

He said, "fuck the world" or maybe he said it in jest..
I told him that I already did, multiple times..
Truthfully, I wasn't ever impressed..

Never slippin, never threatened.
I think they forgettin for a second non-fiction ain't a weapon.
Thoughts could be hypnotic, nah, just neurotic.
Called oft psychotic, floored by off logic.
But I got this.

Last night I saw the devil sittin in my room..
And we greeted with a smile;
Said that he'd been there for a while..

Last night I heard the devil talkin in my head..
He said it's an emergency, he said he had some words for me..
He said..

He said one day your friends gon' be your demise.
Said a few of 'em is me in disguise..

Deceit in his eyes, said I like the teachin me wise.
But the leeches I don't need in my life, please be advised.
Real coy, listenin, still annoyed..
Said these hoes fill a void, all hoes, you still a boy..
Said you searchin, you don't know what to do..
You thinkin you fuckin them, when really they fuckin you..
Look, said they see you on feats.
Said you give the love to the ones that need it the least..
But wait, you can't put me on trial for my errors..
I learned, trial and erro..
The "how" I couldn't tell ya..
You talkin to the realest, nah, just a realist.
Nah, you just a nigga don't recognize what the real is..
Thoughts could be hypnotic, thoughts get out of pocket..
You'll be powerless, get lost, you try to stop it.

I got this.

Colors - Crossfade

The words in this are so powerful.. Just think about it..

Are you the best YOU that you can be?.. Are these your best colors that you're shining currently?..

Can you feel it crush you?
Does it seem to bring the worst in you out?
There's no running away from these things that hold you down..
Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this?
Of all the colors that you've shined, this is surely not your best..

But you should know these colors that you're shining are..

Surely not the best colors that you shine.

I know you feel alone, yeah, and no one else can figure you out..
But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down..
Well they'd love to save you;
Don't you know they love to see you smile?
But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style.