I felt many of the same things at work - but my stubbornness kept me there until my health said no (Te whare tapa wha). I put my head down and tried to do the best I could without saying much. But, staying quiet about BS isn't in my nature and biting my tongue damaged my spirit. I think it was life-saving to leave and I'm working on my own things now. I hope that kind of opportunity opens for you again soon.