Strangely I called her and she is still in love with me and has been watching my life and talking to my parents ever since we split. She has even gone back and visited my parents for weeks at a time on vacation over the years. She invited me out to live when I was just a few days homeless and joined the shelter but something drew me to the shelter so I stayed. I'm glad I did, I now know once I leave she is there. We may be soul mates after all, we were just so bad for each other because we enabled each other as neither of us could say no. We even got drunk and jumped off a hundred-and-twenty-foot bridge together so we could die together, we both knew how to hit the water to survive and did so. We really did almost blow through a million dollars between both of our parents' cash going to dead shows and raves and you name it. We were terrible for each other but so in love. Thanks for stopping by @trucklife-family