Yes, I have two boxes sitting on my desk in case I take too many pills and I start to feel high I'll Narcan myself. I don't like being high anymore.

They are also there for heroin overdoses here at the shelter. You can never be too careful, better to have them and not need them than need them and not have them. I've had to save one guy's life since I've lived here so far. I've saved one girl 3 times in the real world and another lady once. I've also had my life saved once so I'll always have some by my side.

Here is a poem I wrote 2 or 3 years ago when I was on pain meds before.....
@erodedthoughts/slowly-eroding-my-soul