It's nice to read posts like yours as it makes one stop for a moment and think about what we can learn from your case.
I see you're new on Hive and posted this on your blog, so let me drop you a few suggestions to help you navigate better on our platform.
We have different communities on Hive and we're encouraging users to post in the right community based on the topic of the post. This post would fit in Self Improvement community.
Here's a guide I put together to help you learn about how communities work and why you should use them -> Communities Explained - Newbie Guide.
Once you posted your post in the right community, you can then cross post it to OCD community. Here's a guide about cross posting.
Please don't delete any post with the purpose of reposting it in another community as that can be considered abuse.
RE: I FAIL but not a FAILURE