Holy heaven! Your life has been colorful lately and full of problems. Unfortunately there are factors that are and will be influencing our lives and we can change that. Shit happens all the time and it happens everywhere.

However, despite what you say here that have alienated yourself at work and in your off time, I'd suggest to try and change that and engage on Hive. The first step would be to familiarize with communities and join the Rant, Complain, Talk community, which is perfect for this type of topics. Just talking to others could help you get your mind off of the problems and who knows, maybe you'll be able to find some solutions to your problems and make friends as well. Sometimes talking to a complete stranger is easier than talking to people you know. Hive is like a big family.

Anyway, I hope things are going to get better over there and good days are to come as this sh*t cant last forever.