One thing I've learnt in life is that you need to be flexible as life is not a textbook case. You can dream a perfect life, then it happens totally the opposite. So unless you take things step by step, you will have a lot of frustration coming your way.

I see you're kind of new, so I'd suggest to be more active and engage with other users as well as Hive is a social platform. You can drive more attention to your posts, as well as meet new people.