You two were so lucky to have found each other and stayed so close throughout your marriage! My Mom is in the same boat. She's been without my Dad for five years this November. It's been interesting watching her readjust her life after so many decades of marriage. Mom's grown a lot in ways I never expected her to. She just told me the other day there's no way in a million years I'd ever want to date again. I would probably feel the same way, even at my age. You've handled this transition so well, Lizelle. I can't even imagine how hard it's been.