I'm so sorry to hear that happened. It's strange to think about that if, indeed, this was an accident this man woke up that morning assuming that day come and go like all the other ones that came before it. You are so right about having to live each day as it's your last. The pandemic really drove that point home for me. I put far fewer things off now than I used to and I make very sure that people close to me know how I feel about them.