just say thank you....hahahaha

Thank you ;)

Pressure I feel as well when my time is not chosen by me, that's right.
But has it also happened to you that you have risen to some heights in the midst of a very stressful time? Like you had to solve a problem and everything around you was chaotic and people stressed out and you simply were not affected by it?
Those moments I love.
Working always under the clock sucks, I agree. No clock at all sucks too. LOL

I envy you the long drives through California. A very good friend of mine lives there since the mid 90s and I often visited her and remember those long journeys, like to Vegas or to Yosemite-Nationalpark. In the beginning of the 2000s I stayed for nine months in the desert area. The views and landscapes in your part of world are stunning and one of a kind. My country is just too small to give you the same feeling, as if you were the only human being in the entire world. The loneliness and stillness it provides I never will forget.