Once
I disappear
from
this sphere
into an off-life
I come back
twice

to get my shots
until my blood clots
Or, I strongly reject
which has the same effect

I jab with my letters
in capital
until it betters
the liars, the deniers,
from whom I require
not to desire
neither talk back
nor swear
neither act mean
nor in despair
neither self centered
nor self righteous
not ill spirited
not igniting

not this
and neither that
I am the only one
wearing the wisdom hat
I am not arrogant
no,
but eloquent
I mean no harm
and do no gossip
myself

If someone tosses
the names
the games
the shames
the blames
it gives me a trip
a nice grip
a ride
for cheap
it
gets me another shot
until my blood
clots

Or,
I reject
which has the same effect.

Off, I go
afk
to come back
in my way
once
twice
ten times
galore
until I am off

off, and no more.