what would happen if I would have written everything and nothing more would be left. !LOL. Funny enough, the feeling stops me from writing as I want something safe for the day when I would not have anything to write. Consequently, the topic either get lost in the library of mind or stales simply because of being old.

Basically, that's how it is, isn't it? One has already said or even written everything that seems significant. The repetition in other settings and contexts is perhaps only a recitation in a way to remind oneself of certain things that are important to one. But then it is exactly as you say, things fade away because the moment when they were thought has already passed and sometimes you wonder how much you were passionate about a subject only to realise four weeks later that you no longer have it. HaHa! It's also very funny, I think, and you can laugh at yourself and your own zeal.

I ended up never sending many of my pre-prepared comments to people on the blockchain. They were long, full of participation, and yet something kept me from hitting the send button. Sometimes I regretted it, other days I was glad I did. Often my own commentary feels like babble.

But then, it can be called "small talk", right? I just have to take care to keep the small and the deep talk into balance.

Greetings to you and your family.