I make my own meaning

Hello to you,
I want politely to point out that you cannot give your own meaning towards life, for you are born into the world to the company of others, your family, your culture, your nation etc. There are many influences giving and taking meanings.
You will realize that, for example, if you would be the only human being saying a prayer at the eating table and no one else of the other people are doing the same, your prayer would fall into meaninglessness.

Of course, having said that, I do not say that you yourself cannot give meaning to aspects of life. But I used it to make my point a bit sharper.

Greetings.