:) Thank you, I appreciated the topic you gave through the poem of yours.

I've heard a sentence once: "The biggest favor you can do to your parents is not to create them." What do you think of this sentence, spontaneously?

For instance, my agreement towards the creation of mine happens when my vanity is being stroked, which I could consider a weakness of mine. What irritation it would cause, for example, when I react to a compliment with "No, thanks!" LOL - and vice versa answer towards a clear insult with a "thank you, I appreciate being called an idiot."

When you say "I hate being alone with myself", I assume that this is not always the case? I further assume that you probably mean the amount of time and intensity in which you feel to be alone.
We all know the expression of "feeling isolated in the midst of the company of others", right?

I can be all satisfied being alone for hours, when I sense that those around me are relaxed and go about their businesses, either within my four walls or out there. The moment I feel the unease of those around me (in my apartment or outside of it) it gives me a hard time as well. It reminds me of my childhood, in where I observed or heard the adults fighting or arguing. The more I wished them to stop, the more alone I felt. As a grown up I have the choice of making attempts to relax a situation or to ignore it, for example.

Is not the difference to be found in the very knowledge that, after a time being spent alone, there will be for sure times of being in company? While, if you do not know, when and how you will have that company, it makes it difficult being alone, in the first place?

Do you have an example where you felt fully content being alone?

Excuse me, if I ask a lot. I do not expect answers, maybe it's just fine receiving them.