I'm a big fan of the inexplicable and I find that the people who come closest to it - the inexplicable - are poets and musicians. Something resonates in their works that cannot be compared with usual words or explanatory models and it was and is probably always the artist who achieves that people become aware of their limitations in expression, precisely through the high virtuosity that poetry and music make us realise.

Having grown up in an environment where everything required an explanation from childhood and was delivered in bite-size, I myself sometimes tend to want to explain myself and to resort to long-winded thoughts that I often, when I am of a light mind, do not even consider.

But I am quite content to live with the uncertainty that an illness does not always have a concrete cause, that I do not know how long I will live and that I do not know the future.

P.S. Congratulations, you seem to have worked your way up to higher voting-outcomes. Is that usable for you, does it count as an income? I know, I am asking private questions :)