Hello friends, yesterday I had the opportunity to visit a nice place called "Loma del Viento", a point where you can see much of the city.
I think there are times when situations that you live on a daily basis can overwhelm you so much that, at times, you want to escape without looking back, stop and breathe so you can rediscover yourself. Sometimes finding a place where you can feel at peace in this country is a difficult task, but after so many days of suffocation, I found it.
For nobody is a secret that the circumstances in my country are increasingly difficult from any angle in which you look at them, but wow, when all that is joined in your head is a cluster of things that hits the heart and soul to such a point, that you doubt even your way of walking, you feel stuck because for more efforts you make, the country situation is responsible for plunging you into sadness again. Being young is perhaps synonymous with eating the world and having the heart and enthusiasm every day to do what you want, but in a country that cracks your dreams, it is a very complicated task.
Today my dilemma is to leave or stay, and it is the dilemma of many here. Some may question why, and I give them my personal reason: It is not justified that day by day you work hard and that at the end of your month, what you earn does not reach you even to eat an ice cream without guilt, just to please a simple whim , because if you eat it you do not know what to do the rest of the days while the other payment arrives.
Consciously and without looking at feelings you know that leaving is probably the best option, but emotionally it is a beating that overwhelms your mind every time you get up. We all know that we must leave the nest, so to speak, the problem is that now you leave that nest under the uncertainty of when it will be the next time you feel a hug and a real caress of your loved ones
Today my road continues with a bit of fog ... but that escape into contact with nature certainly served to heal a bit my spirit.
