Good morning @avdesing, living without paln B seems reckless to me... but it is a more positive choice than not living. Your reflection on love and death reminded me of two scenes from a great movie Blade Runner and two quotes, one related to fear and the other to death:

It is quite an experience to live in fear, that is what it means to be a slave.

I have seen things you would never believe: Attacking burning ships beyond Orion. I have seen C-rays glow in the darkness near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost... in time... like tears in the rain. It is time to die.

I believe that it is death that gives greatness to a life... if it has been lived without fear until the last breath.

Thank you very much for sharing this reflection.

I wish you a very happy Saturday.