I am being inspired and enlivened - thinking that appreciation is the feeling of Source and I ask myself - How do I feel this more often?
It appears there is a level of Source Oneness - and - another level where I have the perception of duality. How do I move in this level (that I seem to be trapped in) to get closer to the level of Source Oneness? Perhaps there is a method, a tool, a bridge?
Maybe by being more appreciative for more things/experiences in my life, I can move more from a perception of separation to perhaps a more correct perception of Oneness through the experience of gratefulness/appreciation/love? Some sort of appreciation without judgment or specialness as mentioned in an old spiritual text I read.
As yet, I cannot “see” God/Good in everyone and everything, but maybe I can “feel” my way?
It seems to me now that not all thought is necessarily of the ego, but more a focus on direction toward something more expanding, peaceful, loving, and inclusive or something more limiting, fearful, agitated, exclusive. Perhaps this is accomplished through forgiveness of all that I judge as wrong - Even though it appears difficult, and I may not be able to see the other side - Maybe, that is what bridges/forgiveness are really for?
I hope to cross this bridge someday soon.
In Search of the One
Dev
