I really love that you wanted to join this challenge! And it looks like you have done a lot of the big things this year: moving back to the town and trying to get a job. I have only moved two times in my 30 years life, and it's a huge step to take!

I have searched a lot of jobs and been on a lot of interviews. If you struggle with too much of "babbeling" and lack of confident in an interview, it's important to practice a little and think of the persen who interviews you as your friend. Just remember, they have to sell themselves in too! You came through to the interview, so you are interesting and got a lot of potential! 😀
It's always important to have a kind of structure when you are talking about yourself and what you can offer to the work place. Start with your education, and afterwards where you have had jobs. I have always some great keywords I always say in every interview too. And if they ask you of you have some questions, ask them what they expect from you in this job.
You will find a job in the end, trust me! 😃

I am so sorry for your loss! It's really hard when someone close passes away!

Btw. The trifle looks awesome! :D I think I have never heard of it before actually, even tho I like to bake. And it's even better if it's with alcohol (it's never wrong. Haha!). 😍 I guess I would love the baileys trifle the best. Maybe I have to google a recipe, of you don't have a good one? :D

And being "boring" is really relaxing 😉