I must say that I appreciate your openness in the statement :

Real talk: for me, it's not a lack of confidence, it's a lack of discipline. It's about having the mindset to stick with something and hold myself accountable.

However, since you stated that it's not pity you seek, I will like you to know that you're not alone in the struggle.

I currently have courses I'm supposed to be dedicated in but since I lack the resources to just stay focused on them, I've been lagging behind big time, and it hurts me yet I feel helpless.

I've realised that it may not just be discipline but priorities when it comes to essentials.

You're doing great with caring for your 8year old and the baby. They are more essential in the priority ladder at the moment.

I've been sacrificing a lot trying to catch up on a lot but it seems the more I sacrifice, the more it looks like I've not done anything.