I wanted to watch AOT because I thought it would have an interesting scifi story so I waited but yeah I do know that the story would go in a more psychological route.

I would always relate entropy and life till now. I used entropy because I am still hopeful that the disorder, randomness, or uncertainty, it pertains won't result to someone else's suffering.

I am also a pessimist and I was able to use it right now to question the f out of my thesis mates. I hope I can also read these self-help books and moral guides without boring myself and questioning it. The only self help books that I know are the children's books I read in NBS rapidly.

Can you suggest a book I can start with? Thank you!