Excellent congratulations, I loved the poem. Writing is a way to drain and let go of those feelings that many times as you rightly point out can drive you crazy or steal your peace. Life is not easy and for some people it is harder than for others, however it all has to do with the way in which we assume our responsibilities and especially our attitude towards that which takes away our balance. I understand well those feelings you express and for me writing has always been a way of letting go or celebrating life. Strength, even if the wind is strong, may your tribe be the trunk that keeps the tree of your life standing.