Don't even bother that there are people waiting to laugh at you if you fall. Don't let that motivate you to desperation. Thousands of people younger than you are are dead already, some since decayed in their separate gravesTake life easy. One day at a time. See and approach life like the privilege that it is. Walk to a place where you'll be alone and breathe noisily reminding yourself that you are alive and can breathe. See : the one who has life has everything. Life is one of those things money can't buy, health is another and there are more and you have all or most of them, check well. Let's go back to what we were talking before I digressed.
Those people waiting to laugh at you when you fall, how sure are they they wouldn't be laughed at? Eventually. By some other guys, some other group. How sure are they that you would fall? How sure are they that when you fall you wouldn't rise up even higher? How sure are they? How much of another's life can they ultimately decide? Leave matter joor!Of a truth, I tell you: you may just succeed! B