Losing a close loved one is always difficult. We are so devastated that we can't see the mark they've left on us until sometime later. I know how hard this can be and my sympathies are with you. You have grown to the point of seeing the bigger picture- that she's still with you in the lessons and advice she's given you over the years. You honor her memory in the way you carry her with you through everything.

Thank you for sharing this. Take care and have a lovely day! !LADY