The day I accepted the fact I lost my baby, Lucy, was the day I lost everything. Hope, my Lover, my best friend and I lost my mind. Have I retrieved it from that dark place I dug out for myself, who knows.

There is no map here It no longer hangs from the wall where I once placed pins In places we’d travel in the fall The room is chilled and I long for Warmth to dispel the dampness Clinging in the air Candle

This is St. Lucy. Well, my dramatic, artistic take on her. She actually took me a couple weeks to paint. Usually I can pop out my paintings pretty quickly because I have an image in my mind long before

Ever find yourself emotionally intertwined in a person that has made you question everything you thought you knew about relationships? You may be in the middle of what will probably be a mind-blowing,

Everyday we make a choice to be the better person. The ideal “good” person that most of society wishes to be. Whether it’s our own moral code, moral standards taught to us by our parental figures, religious

So here I am, again, perched atop my washing machine and writing. While everyone is out celebrating or sleeping till the morning reminds them of their “New Years resolutions” ((eyeroll)) I’m smoking, thinking

I see red fire and dust scatter As the leaves of my life Fall away My belongings leave my hometown One bag or box followed by another Like a procession of gears Tumbling off the chain that once Was my

Almost four years ago I fell in Love with this little guy. Well... now he’s a fat guy but the sweetest rat you’d ever meet. He has never once bitten a single person, sleeps on my shoulder and in my lap.

I had a dream last night That I was leaving this dusty town Leaving memories of us That circle in my head Spinning round and round I was packing up my things Labeled box’s from my room Came across your

... There was a black cat. I’ll be back with a finished product! Mucho Love, Elise xoxo

Last night was my first time performing in a burlesque show! I definitely had to throw a drink back before coming out on stage but it was so worth all the practicing and hard work! The show was originally

It’s been a while since I’ve started sculpting again. This is probably the smallest one I’ve made yet but I’m starting a much bigger one tonight ! Much Love, Elise

Weak and worn out Bless your worried soul Cheap and tapped out Waiting for that lower blow Fool me once, fool me twice Such a fool for you Hit me harder next time and I’ll bleed enough for two Got this

Just one more time to fight The illusion. Just one more night to fall Just one more time and then The time after I’d run, if you asked, I’d crawl Come here to just talk a minute Go back to love and Re-begin

This time This time I’m going hungry Cuz he said he’d call me back I said that I’ll be waiting I’m learning not to hold my breath You know the way I hurt Strip me down and bared my soul You know your way

For the second time in four years, I ran into these guys! The first time was in Bisbee AZ while I was out with a friend and my cousin. They were filming at the Copper Gueen Hotel. After they were done

I think of you hopelessly. Feeling the hunger on my lips For something deeper than wanting I can only hold my eyes on you for a moment. Like fainting with eyes wide, breath steep and the world freezes

Baby, don’t be sad I only wanna make you smile Come here and lay with me Come here and stay a while And you know it’s true, You know I’m right Take another chance on me Come and get your fix Addiction

The last few weeks have been... completely unreal. It’s been really hard to ground myself and focus on the here and now. Loss, rejection and now the death of my grandmother. When It Rains... This morning

I’m walking around in Bisbee tonight. I’ve Had a bit to drink and I’m on my way home. Home... he was my home and he made it evident to me that it’s the way he wanted me to feel. I hear people laughing,