woke up this morning, more soothed than any day. I feel a sense of release. I simply care less about things that used to bother me. People's opinions of me? I just don't find myself getting caught up in all that anymore.
But, maybe that "never again" will change tomorrow, next week, or next month. I will never know. But the change is there. I can also feel it.
Like a storm. Yes. That way I could define everything that happens inside my head.
Because everything happens, but first you get hit.
I have some very clear truths in my life. 4 principles that constitute the universal law of what we call life: everything is suffering.
If only I could return to that soothed moment; if only I could stay in that state.
Next objective: hoist the white flag.
I must stop this war in my mind.
I drunk up the colours of the world, and the rainbow changed of tonality