When you wake up,
I writhe in my bed.
When you laugh,
I cry
If you have a smile,
I have an unpleasant grimace.
When you drink tea,
I take two or three pills.
You close your eyes, you see white doves.
If I close my eyes, it's hell.
I know that you breathe calmly,
while I drown.
You put on a new dress,
And I have a new scar.
When you read a book,
I write to you again.
You enjoy life,
I wait for your message
and pray to see you again.
But as long as you're still alive
I won't be able to continue with mine
Because I can't continue
Without you.
