Hi @futuremind. Reading your past story touched me. You have been through a lot of ups and downs in your life. And you are absolutely right that planting plants can bring positive changes to everyone. .I have experienced it myself when I had just lost my mother and I felt a very great sadness. But I can get through it all by growing plants and raising cats. I haven't seen your post for a long time about your pet cat. .is he okay? Have a nice day, my friend.