Once when I wanted freedom from my parents, to go find my path, an older person said something to me

And I will be sharing it with you

He said there is something called "the burden of freedom"

You know it is cool to want to be independent, and it is all juicy, but the downside is the burden that comes with it

You will be in a position to detect how to live your life, yes, but you will need discipline so you do not regret later now.

No one is going to tell you what to do, you will walking on earth as though you are a lost sheep if you do not sit back, and plan

You should be able to use your time effectively

Going out and returning late will be nice because no one will question you, but, the discipline to always have self-check for the purpose of security and safety is important

Pause.... I am being silly right now, so allow me to paraphrase my words.... Hehehehe

That seems unlikely working as a junior staff in a poorly regulated sphere and employers who feel they own you.

No, you need this experience, don't underestimate it. Infact, if you want my advice, I would say, you should go through the process for a certain period of time, then return to your freedom portfolio, it will be worth it

No one can lead without first understanding what it means to serve. So serve first, then lead.

The difficulty of my current situation is explaining my dreams and aspirations to those who matter to me and hoping they understand and support the process. My unconventional ways seem mischievous to my loved ones. They would rather I settle for security at the expense of my freedom. I do not blame them and I clearly understand their sentiments but I know that departing from this path would only lead to misery.

When you live your dreams, you will find destiny....they will come around, don't worry. First, prove it to them, and they will understand. Always, strive to win through actions, never through arguments

PS: I am blabbing nonsense, please ignore this comment 😂😂