Farewell (Poem )

I'm gonna go
leaving a poisoned kiss on your forehead,
leaving you my farewell in a stepped letter
with your favorite angel.

In the house
I left pieces of my soul watered,
memories I didn't want to take with me
of a past I must not commemorate.

I am leaving
giving you the space you're asking for,
your world of false dreams;
afflicted reality that you do not confess.

I leave you
with a last caress on your shoulders
lying directly to your face;
method that I learned from your deceptions.

I'm going
and in my hands I carry the story that ends today,
watching as it slowly fades away
with every step I take, with every tear I shed.

I leave you;
However, I do not wish to leave you,
but I don't allow myself to stay either.
and still be the sailboat that wrecks that sea.