Ah, everything that you said had a profound resonance with the way I feel, and as you said, everything is connected in ways we can't explain.

I've been asked today, that I need at least for 30 minutes a day, to love myself, and push (or pull) the universe in the direction that I want it to be, and just be. With time, it has become such a difficult task to accomplish, it was much easier when I was younger.

The infinite Universe is fantastic! Love it!