Hello there!

Always got the right words! I've been thinking of what your wrote for a few days, because I was trying to understand what it is that I am feeling, and today I managed to explain it to my wife. I don't know if you remember how you felt when you finished an exam, a test, and you're waiting for the results.

A part of you know if you did well, but you're always trying to downplay the outcome, in order to minimize the disappointment if you don't get a good mark, even if you did well! That's how I feel about it.

So, did I enjoy the process? Yeah, it was cool. I might have put a lot of pressure on this song, especially because in my mind if I don't get the right "success" I am hoping for, I've always decided that it might be the last one.

That's a lot of pressure on one song, but I also feel that if I were to reach a level of success, it would have happened by now.

Art and artists often are not appreciated in their day.

This...But how do you know that you don't suck?