Thats a very good question, my mental state at the time of 'message in a bottle'. I was so young back then, well, kinda like 10 years of age. I suppose in a period of my life the most idiot and small things scratched my mind being at primary school age. Seeing problems where we as an adult can only think: Why was that a problem at all? Now as an adult, we have to deal with serious problems and issues. But you know, kids are kids. Being somewhat an outcast, but not really. Used to live in a boarding school (which I have done already for five years) and kinda learned to fight for myself. Noticing the differences between myself and plenty of others, but not really having long thoughts about it. Read books while others do whatever kids do. Got bored when others in the class needed a re-explanation of whatever the teacher had to say. Was ridiculed by some because of ... well, they never explained. For sure this period, I was already much in music, weekly watching this Top-Pop TV program in TV. NJOY Easter {SMILEY}