Friend, calm I understand perfectly, take life calmly, do not despair when you tell me that you cannot continue, what do you mean? to abandon the steemit platform completely? I can only give you an advice think things through and that the decision you make is the most convenient for you and your family. a pleasure for me that you have answered me. remember that hard times pass. And as we say here in my country, Venezuela, there is no evil that lasts a thousand years or a body that resists it!