alright bro, this is one of those rare times where I'm going to actually help another human out on hive.

you need to stop what you're doing and go out and live life. Some girl you loved didn't love you back? Big deal. Women are trash 95% of the time. The 5% are worth it and make all the other bullshit worth it.

I don't know what you've gone through in your quest to find a partner, but I can tell you what's happened to me. I've been kidnapped, I've had my skull cracked, I have been set up to be suicided by cops, I have been cheated on repeatedly, I have been exposed to STDs on purpose, and I have been emotionally stripped of everything.

That was before. This is now. The past literally means nothing. You musts go forward or you're just going to be another sad fucking guy who killed himself on the internet because a dumb whore hurt your pride and wounded your self-respect.

GROW UP. GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. GO DO THINGS FOR YOURSELF AND NO ONE else.

If you get on with your life and you keep on trying to improve you know what is hilarious? One day this dumb whore who hurt you will try and contact you again. SHe will tell you that she loves you, that she doesn't know why she did the things she did, that she's sorry.

DO. NOT. LISTEN.

There are almost 9 billion fucking people on this planet and if you can't find someone better than the last one, that's on you.

Be a man and don't let women EVER control you. Don't let another MAN ever control you.

YOU ARE A MAN. Godammit. ACT LIKE ONE and show the world you aren't fucking around.

Peace.